Forever Young

#Dreams ;)

Sun, 10 Apr 2011 23:30:42 -0400

#Dreams ;)

"Try to overcome your doubt. Believe you are beautiful. Look at yourself through someone else’s eyes...."

Fri, 08 Apr 2011 22:47:30 -0400

“Try to overcome your doubt. Believe you are beautiful. Look at yourself through someone else’s eyes. Believe that someone out there will find you, and kiss your skin until you can feel it blister with heat. Believe in something bigger than your problems, and you will be saved.”

- (via itookadeepbreath)

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I love this outfit!

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I love this outfit!

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I’d Like to be Forever Young…

Thu, 23 Dec 2010 21:17:00 -0500

I’d Like to be Forever Young…

Day 4: What You Ate Today..

Thu, 23 Dec 2010 20:22:47 -0500

This was supposed to be what I ate back in August, when I originally started this challenge, but we’re now in December & I’m on break which means I have more time lol With that being said, this is what I ate today.

Breakfast: Cocoa Puffs Cereal

Lunch: Slice of Cheese Pizza

Dinner: Steak, Rice & Black Beans along with 4 glasses of wine ;)

Happy Holidays, Cheers! ;)

Here’s to the nights that turned into mornings and the...

Thu, 23 Dec 2010 19:56:19 -0500

Here’s to the nights that turned into mornings and the friends that turned into Family.

Mannn I Love My Team..

If I fail...

Mon, 13 Dec 2010 14:29:00 -0500

If in my quest to achieve my goals

I stumble or crumble and lose my soul

Those that knew me would easily co-sign,

There was never life as hard as mine.

No father/mother-no money-no chance and no guide

I only follow my voice inside

If it guides me wrong and I do not win

I’ll learn from my mistakes and try to achieve again..

-Tupac

"I am learning to understand rather than immediately judge or to be judged. I cannot blindly follow..."

Sun, 28 Nov 2010 14:11:35 -0500

“I am learning to understand rather than immediately judge or to be judged. I cannot blindly follow the crowd and accept their approach. I will not allow myself to indulge in the usual manipulating game of role creation. Fortunately for me, my self-knowledge has transcended that and I have come to understand that life is best to be lived and not to be conceptualized. I am happy because I am growing daily and I am honestly not knowing where the limit lies. To be certain, every day there can be a revelation or a new discovery. I treasure the memory of the past misfortunes. It has added more to my bank of fortitude.”

- Bruce Lee (via elwhit)

Staring out the window of this plane, thinking if it crash,...

Tue, 23 Nov 2010 19:48:00 -0500

Staring out the window of this plane, thinking if it crash, I’ll never see your ass again. Shit, wouldn’t that be a shame, cuz look at all the shit we overcame..

Love Me Not…

Calling all Communication Majors: Come join our team! Seton...

Fri, 05 Nov 2010 16:31:57 -0400

Calling all Communication Majors: Come join our team! Seton Hall’s Public Relations Student Society of America (PRSSA) Chapter strives to provide access to professional development, networking, and scholarship opportunities while developing highly qualified, well-prepared Public Relations Professionals.

What can I say, we put the PR in PRofessional ;)

"When I first started, I had to go to the bank to borrow the money for the drilling equipment. I was..."

Fri, 15 Oct 2010 20:18:01 -0400

““When I first started, I had to go to the bank to borrow the money for the drilling equipment. I was up to my neck in debt, so I stayed out in the hot oil fields all day, working hard to find oil. I knew that some of my friends had gone bankrupt, but I was always taught that “cowboys don’t quit!” But one day I was ready to call it quits for good, but I forced myself to drill down just a little bit deeper. And that’s when I struck it rich. The crazy thing was that the distance between where I wanted to quit and where I actually struck oil was only about 5 feet. Can you imagine that? It was only 5 feet between success and failure. I struck oil because I refused to give up.””

- From Open the Floodgates by Morgan Hill

"My dearest friend, if you don’t mind, I’d like to join you by your side. Where we can gaze into the..."

Sat, 09 Oct 2010 17:55:38 -0400

“My dearest friend, if you don’t mind, I’d like to join you by your side. Where we can gaze into the stars, and sit together, now and forever. For it is plain as anyone can see, we’re simply meant to be.”

- Nightmare Before Christmas (via leeshiebean)

A Memory's Desire...

Thu, 09 Sep 2010 02:07:31 -0400

I’m sitting in the same place where we once shared our most deepest thoughts

As I reminisce about the past, I think of the love battle that we never fought

I think of our laughs and all the mutually shared memories

I think about the time when it was just you and me.

I thought I was in love,

But reality proved how wrong I really was.

A great friend, yes you were

But now we act like strangers, I don’t know which hurts more.

As time goes by, our memories will become a thing of the past

I hope you know I tried my best to make it last.

Nowadays it gets a little easier to let go,

However, there’s one thing I want you to know.

I cared, I still do

Every night I ask the Lord to protect you

& I understand that time always brings a sudden change

But promise me one thing: You’ll always remain the same..

— B.H.

Day 3- Your Parents..

Tue, 07 Sep 2010 02:10:00 -0400

“Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will never forget You..” — Isaiah 49:15

It was my 6th birthday; I closed my eyes and made a wish. I blew my candles and imagined a perfect life. I didn’t know any better & I thought this time it would really come true. I didn’t go to school the next day, I just sat in front of my house and waited. Sitting there, I longed for the moment that my parents would arrive and give me a hug. I envisioned a normal life, but little did I know that such life was far from real.

My wish didn’t come true that year nor the year after. I met my parents for the very first time at the age of nine. It was an awkward encounter, an encounter I remember well. I didn’t know how to greet them or what to call them. It never crossed my mind that such encounter would mark the beginning of a nine year trial in my life.

Sadly, my life didn’t go according to the plan I had in my mind. I had made the mistake of falling in love with the idea of having a family. A mistake I still regret from time to time.

It’s been four years since I last saw them. It’s been four years since I’ve been free. It took a lot of maturity and heart to forgive them, but I have. They don’t know that though, because to them, I simply don’t exist. & it doesn’t hurt as much anymore because I can proudly say that I’ve achieved a lot on my own. I’m a good woman and to me, that’s all that matters…

Day 2- Your First Love.

Mon, 23 Aug 2010 16:49:00 -0400

“Best Friend, oh Best Friend of mine. Lately I’ve been thinking of telling you something that crosses my mind. I have a secret that I must confess, but it’s not something I could easily express. I’ve kept this quiet for much too long. After I tell you, I don’t want you to think anything wrong. Best Friend, oh Best Friend of mine, I’ve planned this out ahead of time. I like you, I really do, I just wish you felt the same way too..”

— Written when I was in 8th grade.

Love is a beautiful mystery, yet such a distant feeling. I was young and He was my best friend. Our friendship provided an illusion of security, a false impression of Love. Not many know that at the time, He did mean a lot to me. I thought we’d be in love forever, but it didn’t last long. It ended right after it began.

I was only fourteen and he was my Best Friend..